packed my diaper, onesie, sippy cup, and coloring supplies. Once I got there, I quickly changed into my diaper and clothes and put my hair in pigtails. I then waddled my way back to the main room.

The most interesting thing I have learned, and I want to share it with everyone, is that my kinks are changing and evolving. I think that a lot of times, playing really has to do with just finding the right partner to explore that kink with. I have had different people approach me, and some people you just know will be fun as soon as it starts. 

I actually really wanted to meet and have just a dedicated sub that I could meet up with in person sometimes

Masochism is one of the easiest things to misunderstand and one of the hardest to explain to your doctor when they ask about those bruises.

I have decided to search for a new devoted sub. Now that I have things organized and a little more perfected I think that I am ready.

Sadism is finding great pleasure in another person's suffering intentionally in pursuit of one's own pleasure.

things are going to change here, as I am changing. My relationships are changing, and what I can do and what I want to do

I am constantly in a state of submission and I always know my place with my Domme. There are no timeframes or business hours

Bondage is sexually arousing for some, as the exchange of power is exciting, and the helplessness of being bound

I smiled and went back to work, knowing my Domme had genuinely gotten into my head. A true mindfuck.

Personal story written by a Sub on his personal experiences when he was new, and abused but did not know better.

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